Necronomicon Review
August 17, 2010
So I finally read it. Simon Necronomicon has been sitting on my computer for a while and at last I got to it. I must say I don’t understand what all the fuss is about. Yes, it’s not so much about Lovecraft but more on Sumerian and Babylonian mythology. The whole thing is so obviously made up, not even a hint of authenticity, not even a good fake. But even that is not important. I’ve read opinions on internet that the whole thing works. Well… the whole thing is basically a treatise on how to summon demons and monsters. Why on earth would anyone want to do that??? I am sure there are more benevolent spirits to work with. The whole book is riddled with warnings don’t do this or that, the most hilarious of which is a repeating warning not to show the incantations to the uninitiated… and then the whole book is freely available on internet.
On the other hand The Necronomicon Spellbook seems to be more workable system. I am still experimenting with it. It seems to be a grimoir. You pick up a spell and work with it as outlined in the introduction. The spirits seem to be very abstract though and the spells need to be more concrete.
The Paradox of Magic
November 21, 2009
Okay, perhaps not really a paradox but still. Here goes: it is a common knowledge that candles, rituals, spells, sigils, etc. are just techniques for focusing your mind. If you are not able to focus your mind no amount of candles burnt is going to help you. I agree. But then… if it is all in the mind, why on earth do you need candles and other paraphernalia? Anyway, to me it’s a paradox. I think that one must be able to focus without paraphernalia. But then it might help the majority, I don’t know. I certainly don’t seem to fit into any category that is designed for majority.
That is why I was always attracted to techniques that involve pure mind power. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy burning candles and performing some spells, but deep down… I don’t believe. I try to treat it as a fun game though, as I know you should. Maybe that’s why my spells failed… so far.
I experimented with pranic healing a little bit and I achieved some results. I think practice is the key here.
I also practice some yoga, especially raja-yoga that is pure mind-power. They don’t need any accessories.
I find lots of parallels between raja-yoga and magic. I think the key to mastering magic proper (magic of results vs. ceremonial magic) is to practice certain techniques of concentration. Concentration and focus seem to be the key.
More stuff
November 3, 2009
So that was just a quick list that I composed on the fly. I am sure there were more books that I just don’t remember. But that does not mean this is the end of discussion. Like I mentioned earlier, this New-Age “mind-stuff” is now a full grown internet market and it’s hard to pass a month without bumping by accident in one of these self-improvement stuff.
There are even sites that would sell you a loadfull of this kind of crap (like 200 books). One might to wonder if you have to read that many books how can they possibly help?Seems like one or two should be enough.
I just got through my files and got a bit confused. I cannot find copies on my computers meaning that I just typed them directly into the wordpress. But anyway.
I used to subscribe to a lot of stuff on self-improvement and I even bought a couple of books or whatever. None of them was particularly good. But I’ll keep it for another post. Or not. We’ll see.
The Secret
November 3, 2009
And now, ladies and gentlemen, what you’ve been waiting for. The Secret.
I assume you know what this book and movie are about. If not, let be briefly sum it up. The so-called secret is the law of attraction which states that you attract what you most focus on.
So why did the book become so famous? Well, several reasons, actually. It’s written and marketed in a style that especially appeals to the masses, it is a veritable McDonalds of self-improvement theme. The profound ideas presented in a very crude form to the extent that the author herself becomes confused and explains global disasters by reasoning that people must somehow attracted those. Then, she is not even able to distinguish a cause from reason. The so-called “teachers” are all famous self-improvement “gurus” (I hate this word) who are making money by selling gullible audience their stuff.
The Secret beget the whole industry of New Age self-improvement market. Same stuff served with different flavours and presented as overpriced hype. My advice is to stay away from those. The testimonials are most likely faked, heck, I will write a testimonial if they pay me enough. Not here on this blog though.
The List Continued
September 27, 2009
Ok, I remembered a few more books.
Claude M. Bristol. The Magic of Believing. It’s so-and-so book. Like you might read it once and forget about it. It contains the usual techniques (once you are familiar with them, it’s harder to find something you like) an lots of “miracle” stories that I don’t care much about anymore. It’s okay but there are much better books on the subject.
Charles F. Haanel.The Master Key System. Arhhh, I was browsing through Amazon.com and saw this piece of crap and it reminded me… ‘thanks to The Secret (review for THIS is coming later, don’t worry). I actually read the whole darn thing and tried to practice the meditations. Needless to say, they didn’t work. The language and style are atrocious (I really don’t think it’s just old-fashioned, I can allow for that but I think it’s just plain bad writing). Avoid it like the plague, don’t let the title fool you. It is the master key to how NOT to write self-improvement books.
Wallace D. Wattles. The Science of Getting Rich. Another worthless piece of junk that i wasted my time trying to understand. Now I know of course that if you don’t like the book from the beginning, don’t bother to read the rest. Anyway the title is presumptuous and does not live to its promise: there is no science to getting rich. The basic idea is the same: imagine yourself rich and you will be. And if you are not, than “you did not believe enough” or some such rubbish. I am always surprised how crap like this gets sush raving reviews.
So by now we hopefully lost all the fans of Wattles and his ilk and if you are still reading it means that you tastes are at least somewhat similar to mine. Other this or you like my style. So to continue
Genevieve Behrend. Your Invisible Power. Here is the example of old-fashioned but at least it is written by somebody who tried. It’s now funny how I thought these book might be better than the modern versions. They are not. Well, at least this one is not so irritating as others. It is, like other, a one-time read if you are patient and curious.
While we are having fun with this I will mention
The List of Books
September 24, 2009
I was not sure whether to write a separate post for each book or just make a single list. I decided for the latter as it’s been a while since i read most of these books and i don;t remember lots of details.
Shakti Gawain. Creative Visualization. My first (I think) book on the subject. It gives you very basic ideas what it’s all about. There are also some basic but good techniques. As you probably know by now the idea behind creative visualization is to imagine stuff that you want to happen as it has already happen. Of course it’s easier said than done so that’s why there is a whole industry exists all based around this concept.
Ophiel. Creative Visualization. Another good book that gives you solid basics. I’d actually recommend Ophiel over Gawain as an intro to the subject but that is my preference. It explains a little bit more in detail the elements of a successful visualization. Ophiel’s style is a bit unusual, very conversational but I like it. For example he is the one to recognize that it the middle-class people rather than the poor that have most trouble with visualization.
Jason Augustus Newcomb. The New Hermetics. Well, this one has a magical spin on the subject. Personally, I did not like it and I did not care for his style. The book is written like some step by step manual rather than explaining the basic principles. The steps are all repetitive and are based on traditional ceremonial magic of Crowley and his ilk. He just changed the names and trappings of the basic rituals. There are no stories to keep you interested. B-o-r-i-n-g!
Well, that’s all I could think of for today. Stay tunes as I am going to share more recommendations and reviews. I’ve got lots of ideas for this blog.
Visualization
September 24, 2009
I became interested in different mind techniques of which self-improvement is a big branch. It’s not that much different from magic, common principle being that they both use the power of the mind.
Well, the repeating theme in all the books and teachings seems to be the use of creative visualization. The power of imagination. It’s not as easy as it sounds. Most people had their ability to imagine things (or should we say, to imagine deliberately?) in the very early age as a result of subconscious social programming. The irony of course is that these are the people who are interested in this stuff (or at least should be;)
So there are many things on the market trying to sell you what I call “New-Age spirituality”. They all basically say the same thing so my advice is do not give them your money. It’s not going to help. If you must spend your money, get some paper book, I found that they usually give a better quality information and are much more reasonably priced. The internet products are mainly just a paper books rip-off overpriced hype. later on I am going to give you my recommendations but bear in mind that everyone is different and different styles appeal to different people. I can give you my personal preferences.
So let’s get started. I hope I whetted your appetite enough to be eager to hear my suggestions. So I am just going to give you some books that I have read with a brief review.
The New Job
August 16, 2009
Well, it’s been almost 3 months since I started the new job. It’s okay. Not exactly the dream job but definitely not the worst one around. People pay me for my expertise. I make pretty good money (for this kind of job in my particular situation). I wish I had more interaction with my customers and coworkers though.
My job takes daily commute about 20-25 minutes. Not too bad. It drains you of energy but some experiences are quite rewarding.
I Got a Job
May 12, 2009
Finally! It was about time. We were running out of money and I though we were finished. But I got a job for which I am licensed. Hooray! Now I am going to make some good money! $$$$$$$
Now I must admit that the spells did not work. I haven’t even bothered with the spell. Preparation is the key. My advice is to practice answering questions which you particularly fear. Get the answers memorized and learn to speak fluently and smoothly, don’t make them sound like they are memorized. Chances are then that they won’t even ask you these questions.
And of course always use common sense. If your problem is job hopping for example, just leave the last three jobs on your resume and practice the answers if asked why you have left them. Yes, interviewers in mass are generally stupid and go by the book. Don’t give them reason to discard you because of your history. So lie if you have to but use caution. Try to explain the things using factually tru statements. And for heavens’s sake don’t tell anything shady if you are not asked. You’ll just attract attention to this part.
So my latest job interview went very well. i got the job the next day. The weird thing was: they never asked for the job history on the application. The woman who interviewed me did ask for referenced and by sheer luck I had a sheet of references printed out (they came out handy, too! At least one of them did.). I say by sheer luck because normally I put references on the same sheet as my job history but somehow I got this one sheet with referenced only printed out and it came handy! Oh, she also complained that most people were unreliable. Well, I am really reliable and har-working person. Perhaps I was the one for this job.
So if you are out there looking for a job I wish you nothing but good luck. But don’t rely on magic, instead polish your resume and hone your interview skills. It’s really not that hard. I though I had lost an ability to get a job. But as cliche goes, if I could do it, so can you. Don’t give up. To use another cliche, persistence pays.
Yes, the post turned out to be quite lengthy and not quite about magic. But hopefully you got the point. I think a person can have what they want.
The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
April 25, 2009
If you have been interested in magic for some time, you could not help coming upon The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, which is actually a relic from the Golden Dawn days. It became popularized by Crowley and his ilk. I learnt about it first from the book High Magic: Theory & Practice by Frater U. D.
The book is okay. I was not really thrilled with it but it is a decent info, I’ve seen much worse. He quotes Crowley far too much and it seems he is bent on Ceremonial magic in general. He does not go into much detail as far as techniques are concerned and there is too much Hebrew and Kabbala in his book. What I don’t like about Kabbala is that every single book on Kabbala I’ve read so far explains complicated Kabbalistic concept through Greek planetary and elemental magic terms! Hardly seems right though I understand the attempts to clarify totally strange magic tradition (at least to the western mind). At least to me it is very alien and didn’t click.
I also read Initiation into Hermetics by Franz Bardon. I think it is a good read, he treats magic from the energy point of view (that is to say magic is basically manipulation of subtle energies or some such thing). Yet in spite of seeming simplicity I think it’s a hard book. It’s easy to understand, he does make a good job at that but it is really a weird mixture of old-fashioned concepts (like gnomes) and this energy manipulation, which is quite a modern thing and would be probably better explained in modern terms. Anyway, that was my impression. I tried his exercises for a short time but didn’t really feel anything so didn’t stick to them.
Anyway, back to the The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram (from now on, it’ll be referred to as LBRP). At first, I felt nothing. Then suddenly I visualized archangels smiling and nodding to me and sometimes showing me stuff. That changed the whole thing. Now I actually enjoy performing it. Who would have thought?
By the way it took me a while to realize the importance of the emotional component. Now I try to arouse in myself feelings of joy and happiness, content and satisfaction. negative emotions are easy for me of course but I don’t like feeling them so I try to master my emotions and feel whatever I like. I want to control my feeling rather than let them controlling me. So I got to the point where I can summon a weak emotion of satisfaction but it’s better than a strong emotion of anger or whatever else. I can work on intensification later.